im going to get sushi tonight with one of my friends ^__^ its been like awhile since ive gotten it... like a good half a year maybe? something crazy like that. anyways, im not up to much today, just trying to crunch some weekend work before the weekend because im going out of town to visit my mom and tour a college i might transfer to... gonna watch cocaine bear on sunday with my gf when i get back into town :3 i havent looked at any promo material yet, just like i know its about a bear that eats a ton of cocaine. sounds funny and goofy and dumb; if we hate it we can just walk out though lol. i wonder if they have a discount ticket day like my amc had... like every tuesday i think it was? idk i never go to the movies anymore. would only go for like everything everywhere all at once coming back to theatres or something. my class work load as of late has been really poopy shit, especially with my cronic procrastination... this is a symptom of that, fucking will do anything except photoshop some dumb shit for graphic design class lol. anyways thats all, still rereading nevada :3 byeeeee
-annie <3

hope you all had a really good valentines!!! i need to get a bit of work done this weekend– going into the darkroom today to develop a roll of 120 film, and then i need to made a rough cut of this short film for my visual story-telling class... that i havent started yet... outside of filming a single scene... yikes... anyways, i been reading a lot recently, check out the books section for a long needed update! :3 me and my girlfriend went on a really cute date to this pasta place for valentines and got a cake to share afterwards, it was so fun!!! then the next day we both smoked way too much weed at like 5pm and got really bad weed hangovers... my sweetheart is still suffering from a really bad headache and a cough from it... >,< i wish i was there for her now to take care of her... i rearranged my room and hung a couple of prints i made at work yesterday, so my room looks even more awesome sauce than before! its kinda surprising i made some of these photos i printed yesterday in high school omg... thats so incredible!!! i made a little shrine of my darling right by where i sleep with photos of her and a print she gave to me that she also made in highschool, so cuuuute!!! >w< anyways, thats all for today so far! have a good weekend!
-annie <3

theres an absolutely deadly blizzard going on outside, super super freezing out... luckly, im currenting at work in my only–slightly–chilly front desk of the job im current at. i should get a space heater for here, my feet are quite cold... im even wearing my fingerless gloves as i type lol. ive temporarily removed the clothing tab from the navi bar on the side since it doesnt seem like ill update it anytime soon. if u still wish to access it though, you can click here to visit the long abandoned page lol. just started reading detransition, baby, its pretty good so far! its making me a bit introspective about motherhood and stuff, so thats cool lol. i wanna get a full adidas tracksuit eventually... the greep has inspired me lol. listen to black midi's hellfire if u havent yet, its easily one of the best albums of last year. my goodness we're already in a new year! and im starting to impliment proper grammatical rules into my internet journal! of course, none of us are safe from my spelling lol. stay safe out there, it can be quite dangerous in a blizzard yall!
-annie <3

currently having an epiphany rn about my life... thanks hazel! anyways i did nothing all day except be on my phone and eat boneless wings! i hate my roommate and his mid kpop that he cant wear headphones for
-annie <3

holy fucking bingle. that shit is so fucking funny omgggg shoutouts to it. um anyways recent events have inspired me to update the blog again lol. my girlfriend left my dorm today after staying here for the weekend ;n; so sad omg i miss her!!!! we smoked so much weed together it was epic :3c um anyways she got the wii working fully so thats fun!! i wanted to go to cvs after my late ass classes but i was so tired and so cold that i just went back to my dorm bc im probably just gotta instacart some shit from wegmans... i wanted to get ice cream from the dining hall but they didnt have any and i was really sad... i need to do some readings for class tomorrow but its not like super super necessary for this class and plus i wanna get high since my first class tomorrow is at 12:30 :3 late class start days are always the best!!!!! unless they have non stop classes until 8pm like today...... brutal... gonna drop one of the classes in the middle of that chunk since it could free up so much time and it has far too much reading to be viable. wish i had more snacks than just mid cookie dough... okay byeee nothing else i can remember to say at this moment lol
-annie <3

at work right now... my first days back at uni are going well! ive been keeping up with all my work a lot better. its very cold today– outside and at work– and i accidentally dressed far too light... i wanted to just wear a cute little jacket and a cami to look a bit hot, but its kinda backfiring... i should have just worn my big chunky sweater... me and my gf went on a super cute date last night! we went to get food at this really good italian restaurant in town, and then went to this little bakery/cafe behind the restaurant afterwards. she got a milkshake and a cakepop, and i got a sparkling matcha lemonade and a slice of cheesecake. we still need to eat the cheesecake together; i took it back to my dorm because i was way too full from dinner to eat anything else last night. same with my gf, she saved her cake pop. shes at my dorm right now sleeping, but im worried she'll get pretty hungry in a bit and she wont be able to make like an actual meal for herself ;n; i want my girl to eat good!! i wanna add more cute animated elements to the website to overload it with more cuteness, but thatll definitely take some time to come up with what to animate and then to actually make it in photoshop... ummm i recommend hazel on youtube highly, shes literally my fav rn her videos are so well done and niche and cute and her voice is so calming... highly highly recommend!! also trying to get through fire punch, but its ummm... a bit tough to read content wise 0_0 maybe ill start up flcl again? bocchi? mob psycho season 3? we shall see... oh idk if ive mentioned this yet, but my gf is basically modding a wii for me at my place right now; she gave me one of her spare tvs too! this is the setup shes running right now rofl. so now ill have a super duper cool gaming setup with a wii that has like... so so many games on it... she told me shes trying to get all nes, snes, gameboy, ps1, genesis, n64, gamecube, and wii games plus yume nikki all on one hard drive for me to connect to the wii to play with on it which is like... so super crazy hard and so sweet of her, i love her so so so much shes literally the bestest everest!!!!!!!!!! get yall a nerdy girlfriend yall hehe! anyways byeeee have a good weekend!
-annie <3

i should really either update the clothes tab or get rid of it... ive been playing a lot of yume 2kki lately! been really stressed with having medical testing and orthodontist appointments lately, i just wanna go back to uni..... i really miss my gf >,< i uploaded my most recent topster to the music tab!

new year new me!!! hello everyone its been awhile... lots have changed since my last update– im going to university, i started doing injections for my hrt, and i have a wonderful girlfriend!! ive had a lot of ups and downs since i started uni– especially downs... lots of assholes who i tend to be friends with... anyways my social life shouldnt really be something my tiny online audience should be worried about lol. im gonna do a bit of an overhaul on the website, mainly on the clothes page which has been untouched for many moons >,< also thinking about remaking the icons on the side bar, maybe removing the text? streamlining it a bit? we'll see... me and my girlfriend are gonna take a train together to see my friend soon, so im really excited about that! shes also lending me one of her old tvs and a wii so that i can play my videogames in my dorm! lots of fun >u< she made me this cute little playlist of songs that she likes and that remind her of me; listening to it while i write all of this is very calming and nice... hehe love her so much >////< ive been playing a lot of pokemon black and yume 2kki, those are like my total favs rn! anyways i think thats all, bye now!
oh btw i use annie now, its a cute shortening of langley that i love to use
<3 annie

depressing day today... nothing to do, just very rainy. i got a coffee at the store, and now im watching a movie. its all about lily chou chou, i dont really like it so far. my bestie is away in new york right now, and isnt coming back until wednesday. even then, he doesnt want to meet up to hang out. sorry for airing out my personal business; im very lonely right now lol... i hope yalls day is okay, though. i think im going to go to otakon next month, hopefully i can find some good cds. hoping for someone with a ton from the pillows or something, since its usually all imported from japan. im also going to try to find some japanese ps1 games; despite not playing video games at all i still collect for my japanese ps1 here and there. kinda pissed they took scott pilgrim off of netflix. seriously, netflix is super terrible as of late. i have been wanting to get this squier 70s p bass for about a week, but ive been searching for a bass for a pretty long time. i have given up on trying to be okay at guitar, since ive tried a seperate 4 times to actually get good at it. since i was a kid i thought bass was cooler anyways, i think id do better playing bass. i originally wanted a rickenbacker 4001 like haruko from flcl, but theyre way way too expensive for me right now. so i was trying to find a cheaper bass that still sounded good and looked cool. after a bit of searching here and there, i settled on this one. hopefully i actually practice on it lol... i want to be in a band, and i want to be the singer and bassist. girls who do that are soo cool; i wanna be just like them. i think thats about it, and that i graduated high school finally. ciao, navi
<3 langley

OMGGGG yall... YALL..... im so sorry for keeping yall waiting for 3 MONTHS!!!!!! that's cray cray!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry but like this is really dumb on my part for just... not writing lol. anyways i just posted something under music, just press music on the sidebar (bc i dont want to link it in the text here and like fuck something up lol) anyways i am currently in the mits or however u spell that saying of finals! highschool huh 0_0 jk its pretty easy thats why im able to write to yall! i submitted my shit to ap for my 2d studio art ap on tuesday so thats good. all b&w film photography >:] IM DIFFERENT AF!!! NOTHING LIKE THESE BASIC BITCHES!!!!!!!!! i just bought this new product for my hair and for some reason its making it look blonder!!! love it! (i am blonde btw) its supposed to be for curls (its the shea moisture silicone free miracle style leave-in treatment, got that info from @milkymilkymilf on tiktok, get on tt if you arent its fun) but hey whatever it does both so win win. listening to mitski retired from sad rn because i havent listened to it in awhile. i only really like mitski's last 4 albums, im just not too hot on her early stuff. except for the live versions of her early stuff, when she does those live theyre so good. i cut my foot walking over to the neighbors house to drop off amazon that was given to us instead... never walk on the road barefoot girls lol. loool wait yall need to see my setup rn. so fucking funny I DOING HOT GIRL SHIT :3c anyways anyone trying to get into mitski listen to mitski on audiotree live ep first then bury me and youll be obsessed and just like ur fav femcel babe baddy xD (me :[ ) anyways i can outsing mitski any day of the week i went to her concert in dc in march and everyone was cheering me on and not her like it was so crazy. she was super jelly too she complimented my constant screaming at the end (please let there have been video of the very end of the mitski show on 3,27,2022 where she says someone has a very deep diaphram or something and that they should be a singer i have been trying to find that clip everywhere and i cant find it...) anyways thats about it... expect slightly more frequent updates very (maybe not very) soon! (and maybe not soon)
langley <3<3

i just realized the font i chose for that doesnt have caps... i wrote like a 1/4 of it in caps looool

sorry babes for the lack of attention and updates >,< reading about a certain website had me fucking paranoid as shit about uploading pics on here but thankfully its all good. yall cant trace my ass with metadata analysis!!! >:] but reading about that and sending some of the photos on the site thru it to make sure you couldnt shit provoked me to do some writing on here finally. i was initially going to upload my article on margiela last week but then i bought another margiela sweater so the article is on hold until i take more photos of my new piece and write the individual descriptions of each piece. hint hint, the new piece is a newer mm6 piece. (even got it new with tags, such a steal >:] ) recently ive been doing a ton of journaling on my libretto 50ct palmtop so thats been keeping me busy besides photography and school and sewing. i am planning to make a journal page on the navi bar that'll archive these journal/ update posts so that anyone can view them at any point. so look forward to new updates babes– thanks for over 1400 views already!! far from how many i had on my previous site but hey its a start... lol. anyways im gonna go journal about this on the palmtop and be super #lainpilled and techy and nerdy and shit lol. okay ciao babes
-langley <3

im waiting for my puberty 2 vinyl to come in the mail because its out for delivery today but the mail still hasn't come... which isn't unusual i guess since that mf be coming at 6pm with our shit sometimes but whatever. i got the new yzy gap hoodie and its so nice and plush and comfy because i bought an xxl lol. but like its just a black hoodie really like you cant really mess that up. ive just been listening to a lot of the emergency intercom podcast lately because its like so fucking funny and fun to listen to its great. lots of music lots of fun. i need to go ahead and order my hrt already but i need to jump through some hoops first and i need money and im waiting on my paycheck and omg theres just alot going on i guess... lol whatever what happens happens. hopefully this blog doesnt turn into an actual journal where i just vent constantly because omg that would be actually embarassing just having all my emotions and shit out in the open for yall... hopefully i can post my margiela fashion post this week once one of my pieces comes in since i need to take photos of that for the post to be complete... okay bye besties xoxo
-ms maryam
UPDATE!!! just got the mitski vinyl in; they really did come at 6:30pm to deliver my record huh >,<

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